This is not the piece I set out to pen. That one shelved. Sidelined in light of present reality. 8 minutes, 46 seconds. A knee crushing the neck of a handcuffed black man. Pressed to the ground, restrained by multiple officers. Between life and death? An eternity. 2 minutes and 53 seconds. That same knee still pressed against the neck of a black man who had grown unresponsive. Found to have no pulse. Limp. Between life and death? An eternity.